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Good Things Are Real, Even If the World Is Fucked Up
I want to remind myself that good things are real and possible. I know the world is so fucked up right now that even imagining good things feels insane sometimes. We live in this world full of awful, evil, heartbreaking shit, and yet somehow good things are still around us. They exist for sure. I just need this post to be a reminder of that. But also, we can’t expect…
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The Aries Era Is Coming, and Astrology Says We’re About to Wake the Hell Up
Today I’m going to do something not so different. I used to write about this before in my blog, and I feel like doing it again. I want to talk about life through an astrology lens, but in a way that even people who don’t care about astrology can still read and understand. I’ll keep it simple, human, and normal. Nothing too complicated. So, let’s start with Neptune, the planet…
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Women Are the Only Thing Keeping Me Sane Right Now
All these news make me feel sick lately, like genuinely sick, and the only thing that seems to cheer me up is women. Scrolling through my phone, I read this comment on Instagram that said: “Is it my child? No.Do I want children? Also no.Am I a mother when a child needs me? Yes.Am I a bonobo mom when a child is in danger? Hell yes.” And it was so…
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I know I Can Do It Alone… But Why Should I?
I can do it alone.I can do anything alone.But maybe… I don’t have to. I mean, of course I can. I’ve been doing everything by myself for so long that independence is literally my default setting. It’s the thing that shaped me into who I am right now and I actually love that about myself. But at the same time, why would I want to do everything alone when I’m…
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Let’s Be Flirty and Silly Again, Seriously
I’m back sooner than I thought actually, but I was gone before this, so you know what I mean. I saw some post on IG talking about flirting and how it’s not like it used to be anymore. I think so too, but in a way, I haven’t gone out on a date in a very long time, so my opinion doesn’t actually matter. And when I say long time,…
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Life Feels Kinder Lately
It’s Christmas Day. I feel frisky and I want to write. Yeah, you heard that right. I feel frisky. And doesn’t it feel more intense when I’m ovulating too? The moon is also in Pisces today, so of course I’m feeling a little sentimental and nostalgic on top of everything. Today I’m at home with my cat because my mom went to church. Honestly, I’ve been emotional and sentimental even…
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I Know I’m Lovable, I Just Forget it sometimes
Yeah, I know I’m lovable. I know that. But even knowing that, I still have doubts sometimes. I still get that thought in my head that if people really, really know me, they’ll eventually leave. These days those thoughts feel blurry, like they don’t fully have power over me anymore, but they still come back from time to time. And yes, even me. Crazy, right? I think the difference now…
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I’m Hot, You’re Hot, Let’s All Just Admit It
Ok, I know being sexualised is bad, but I mean sometimes being sexualised is actually nice. And don’t come for me about this. I’ll explain why in a second, because I know how people love to jump on one sentence without reading the whole thing. Relax. Let me talk. I think I’m one of those girls who got sexualised from a young age, not child-young, but like teenage high school…
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I Think I’m Getting Hotter Just Because I Love Myself
I think I’m getting hotter just because I love myself and accept who I am. And I know that sounds cliché, but it’s true at least in my opinion. And honestly, I don’t even think it’s the kind of “self-love” that everyone on the internet talks about. I think my perspective on this is changing, not completely, but the way I understand it feels different now. One day, I found…
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I Didn’t Fuck for Two Months and Suddenly I’m a Philosopher
Well, I haven’t had sex for two months. And honestly? It’s bothered me way less than I thought it would. I used to think I craved intimacy, or sex, or both and I still do but now I realize I can wait. I want it when it feels real. When I actually feel close to someone not just physically, but in conversation, in energy, in vibe. For now, that kind…
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