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Life Feels Kinder Lately
It’s Christmas Day. I feel frisky and I want to write. Yeah, you heard that right. I feel frisky. And doesn’t it feel more intense when I’m ovulating too? The moon is also in Pisces today, so of course I’m feeling a little sentimental and nostalgic on top of everything. Today I’m at home with…
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I Know I’m Lovable, I Just Forget it sometimes
Yeah, I know I’m lovable. I know that. But even knowing that, I still have doubts sometimes. I still get that thought in my head that if people really, really know me, they’ll eventually leave. These days those thoughts feel blurry, like they don’t fully have power over me anymore, but they still come back…
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I’m Hot, You’re Hot, Let’s All Just Admit It
Ok, I know being sexualised is bad, but I mean sometimes being sexualised is actually nice. And don’t come for me about this. I’ll explain why in a second, because I know how people love to jump on one sentence without reading the whole thing. Relax. Let me talk. I think I’m one of those…
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I Think I’m Getting Hotter Just Because I Love Myself
I think I’m getting hotter just because I love myself and accept who I am. And I know that sounds cliché, but it’s true at least in my opinion. And honestly, I don’t even think it’s the kind of “self-love” that everyone on the internet talks about. I think my perspective on this is changing,…
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I Didn’t Fuck for Two Months and Suddenly I’m a Philosopher
Well, I haven’t had sex for two months. And honestly? It’s bothered me way less than I thought it would. I used to think I craved intimacy, or sex, or both and I still do but now I realize I can wait. I want it when it feels real. When I actually feel close to…
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Let’s Bring Back Feeling Too Much Instead of Nothing at All
Oh… I am a very sentimental person, and I love that a lot. I’m always reminiscing about things. Sometimes I’ll just sit there and replay little moments in my head, random things that made me laugh, people I met once and never saw again, nights that felt infinite for no reason. I get so happy…
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Maybe Love Can Be Easy
I was watching a series the other night, and there’s this one specific couple on the show that I really love. I love how their relationship goes, how they talk to each other, how they move together. I like their dynamic. And I want that. I know it’s just a fictional show, and maybe it’s…
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Confidence Is a Mask We All Wear
I was scrolling TikTok when I saw a Regina George edit. And my mind went like, okay she’s the mean girl, but she looks so damn confident. And honestly, I get why people want to be her, why people envy her, why people hate her, and also why people can’t stop watching her. She brings…
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I Hate My Dad But He Made Me Who I Am
We can’t choose our fathers… but we can choose how we let them shape us. I heard this line from some cringe Netflix series called Rookie. I think everyone knows that show. Honestly, it’s not even a show I’d normally watch, but when I heard that line I had to pause because it hit me.…
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They Called Her Witch, She Was Just Feminist
Since I didn’t write for a month, today I just feel like writing about this thing that’s been in my head. For me, I kinda feel like witch is maybe just a feminist in the 1000th century, you know? Like back then, if you were self-aware, spiritual, had your own thoughts, maybe stubborn, maybe a…