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Yes, I’ll Die Alone. And?
I was watching Thunderbolts*, and there’s this one line in the movie: “We’re all alone. All of us.” It’s not even meant to be that deep, but in that moment, I was like, yeah, that’s true. We are born alone and we will die alone too. But for me, that’s not sad at all. That’s…
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Maybe Money Can’t Buy Happiness (But I Feel Rich Anyway)
Maybe money can’t buy happiness like all the rich people say. And of course, I know money can buy happiness, it’s obvious. Don’t even try to play dumb with me, money buys the flights, the food, the freedom, the fun. If I had endless cash right now, I’d be out here swiping, traveling, booking last-minute…
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Everything Will Work Out (Because I Said So, and I’m Hot)
I just shared a post on my IG story that said: “Move like everything is gonna work out because it is.” And I just said, hell yeah. Because sometimes you see something so simple, so obvious, and it still feels like a little wake-up call. We are living in this fucking world for a reason.…
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We’re So Back, Baby (and Kinda Horny Too)
Hi. I’m back. After a few weeks of being out and about, socializing more than usual, I woke up late today with this weird craving. Not for food, not for coffee, but for intimacy. Like, hand-holding kind of intimacy. Deep conversation. Eye contact. Sex too, obviously (hello?), but not just that. It’s about the connection.…
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Why Do We Still Let Beautiful, Awful People Get Away With Everything?
I stumbled upon a video on TikTok the other day. It was about someone who got groomed by Marilyn Manson on his tour bus when they were just 16. And honestly? It just sent me into a spiral of thoughts. Like, why is it that when a celebrity does something really bad, like grooming, raping,…
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There’s Nothing Wrong with Wanting to Be Perfect (But Only If You’re Willing to Fail)
I’ve been watching Nip/Tuck on Prime the past few days. At first, I didn’t think I’d like it. It’s basically about two pathetic men doing stupid shit and spiraling and it’s way more dramatic than I expected.You’d think grown-ass 40-year-old surgeons would have some sort of maturity, but no. They’re out here acting like chaotic…
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What Is My Type? (Honestly, I Don’t Even Know)
Someone asked me recently, “What’s your type?” and I went completely blank. I said I don’t really have a type, which is true, but also not really. I think we all have some sort of type, or at least a pattern. Whether it’s in romantic relationships or friendships, there’s always something familiar in the people…
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Maybe I’m Not Scared After All
I saw an Instagram post about PinkPantheress winning a chess tournament today, and I thought that was so cool. And then the first thing I thought after that was, “I don’t know how to play chess,” and immediately after that, “I probably can’t do it.” But I caught myself. Why is that my default thought?…
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Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes
I heard someone say this while I was watching Cold Case. The guy was talking about the public school system, how broken it is, how long it’s been broken and then he said it: “Nothing changes if nothing changes.” I don’t even know if he’s the suspect yet (fingers crossed he’s not), but I liked…
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Nothing Is Really About You (And That’s a Good Thing)
We’re living in a world where everyone thinks everything is about them. Every stare, every comment, every silence, it’s all taken personally. And I get it. It’s a human thing. We want to be liked. We want to be seen. We care, sometimes a little too much, about how we show up in people’s minds.…