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Don’t Care, I’m Sexy. That’s the Energy I’m On.
My phone wallpaper literally says, “don’t care plus I’m sexy,” and I feel that in my bones. Like, why care too much about what other people think when you’re literally sexy? Why waste your time worrying about shit that doesn’t matter when you could be out here being hot and enjoying your life? I’m somehow…
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It Was Never Casual and Let’s Be Fucking Honest About It
So I just watched a few clips of Penn Badgley on Call Her Daddy and one line really made me pause. He said, “Is it ever casual?” And baby, that shit hit me. I’ve been spiraling in my own head about dating lately, especially now that I’m getting back into it. I’ve been asking myself…
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Nobody’s Ugly If You Really Think About It
I’ve always believed that nobody is ugly. Like, really. Because beauty is different for every single person. It lives in individual eyes. You know what I mean? That’s why I stand by it. Nobody’s ugly. There will always be someone who sees your beauty. There will always be someone who’s into you. Someone who’s down…
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Who Needs Help When You Can Open a Jar?
One day, I tried to open a jar of pickles. I was just standing there in the kitchen, twisting it with all my strength. I tried for almost ten minutes. I didn’t want anyone’s help because I really believed I could do it by myself. I kept thinking, “No, I don’t need anyone. I got…
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Trying to Date Again (But Not Really)
I just got back on a dating app. Somehow. I’m not really sure what made me do it. Maybe I was bored. Maybe I wanted to see what was out there. Or maybe I just wanted to feel something again. But the weird part is, being on there actually makes me not want to date…
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Mad Men Made Me Mad (And That’s Probably Why I’ll Keep Watching It)
So, I just started watching Mad Men on Netflix yesterday. I know, I know, it’s a really old series. I’ve actually known about it for a long time, but I never really got around to watching it. All I knew was that it’s about advertising and marketing, and people always say it’s a classic. And…
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Learning I’m Not Hard to Love Was My Biggest Fight
I used to think I was hard to love. Or maybe I was just too much, or not enough. I’d be the one who blamed myself first when anything went wrong, especially in my love life. It was easier that way, right? To believe that the problems came from something inside me. Maybe I thought…
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Am I Rusty or Just Healing?
Okay so first of all, hi. I know I’ve been quiet for a bit (a whole week, which is like forever in my world), but I’m back now, and I’ve got a lot to say. And FYI, I wrote this around last week. I had a weird dream the other night. Not gonna lie, it…
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I Don’t Need to Understand Everything and That’s Okay
I accept the fact that sometimes I don’t need to understand anything. And that’s new for me because I’ve always liked to analyze everything. Sometimes that’s a good thing, but lately, I’ve come to a conclusion, maybe not everything needs to be understood. And weirdly, that makes me enjoy life a little more. I don’t…
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Sick of the Same Old Power Struggle
I have been watching Jubilee a lot lately. I just realized how much I enjoy hearing people argue. Not in a toxic way, more like, it’s a space where people actually speak their minds. But the more I watch, the more I feel like some men just don’t want to accept the fact that women…
