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Let’s Bring Back Feeling Too Much Instead of Nothing at All
Oh… I am a very sentimental person, and I love that a lot. I’m always reminiscing about things. Sometimes I’ll just sit there and replay little moments in my head, random things that made me laugh, people I met once and never saw again, nights that felt infinite for no reason. I get so happy when I see people being themselves and actually enjoying it. I love it when you’re…
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Maybe Love Can Be Easy
I was watching a series the other night, and there’s this one specific couple on the show that I really love. I love how their relationship goes, how they talk to each other, how they move together. I like their dynamic. And I want that. I know it’s just a fictional show, and maybe it’s too good to be true, but then I thought, who said that if something’s too…
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Confidence Is a Mask We All Wear
I was scrolling TikTok when I saw a Regina George edit. And my mind went like, okay she’s the mean girl, but she looks so damn confident. And honestly, I get why people want to be her, why people envy her, why people hate her, and also why people can’t stop watching her. She brings out something a lot of people don’t have, and that’s confidence. And confidence can scare…
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I Hate My Dad But He Made Me Who I Am
We can’t choose our fathers… but we can choose how we let them shape us. I heard this line from some cringe Netflix series called Rookie. I think everyone knows that show. Honestly, it’s not even a show I’d normally watch, but when I heard that line I had to pause because it hit me. Sometimes it’s the cringe stuff that sneaks up and tells you the truth. If you’ve…
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They Called Her Witch, She Was Just Feminist
Since I didn’t write for a month, today I just feel like writing about this thing that’s been in my head. For me, I kinda feel like witch is maybe just a feminist in the 1000th century, you know? Like back then, if you were self-aware, spiritual, had your own thoughts, maybe stubborn, maybe a little weird, people just called you a witch. To be a witch, you can’t just…
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Yes, I’ll Die Alone. And?
I was watching Thunderbolts*, and there’s this one line in the movie: “We’re all alone. All of us.” It’s not even meant to be that deep, but in that moment, I was like, yeah, that’s true. We are born alone and we will die alone too. But for me, that’s not sad at all. That’s actually freeing. If we’re all alone, that means we’re free to be whatever we want,…
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Maybe Money Can’t Buy Happiness (But I Feel Rich Anyway)
Maybe money can’t buy happiness like all the rich people say. And of course, I know money can buy happiness, it’s obvious. Don’t even try to play dumb with me, money buys the flights, the food, the freedom, the fun. If I had endless cash right now, I’d be out here swiping, traveling, booking last-minute trips just because I felt like it, getting tattoos, dressing up, eating the best food.…
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Everything Will Work Out (Because I Said So, and I’m Hot)
I just shared a post on my IG story that said: “Move like everything is gonna work out because it is.” And I just said, hell yeah. Because sometimes you see something so simple, so obvious, and it still feels like a little wake-up call. We are living in this fucking world for a reason. I don’t think our wants, our desires, our daydreams just appear in our heads randomly.…
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We’re So Back, Baby (and Kinda Horny Too)
Hi. I’m back. After a few weeks of being out and about, socializing more than usual, I woke up late today with this weird craving. Not for food, not for coffee, but for intimacy. Like, hand-holding kind of intimacy. Deep conversation. Eye contact. Sex too, obviously (hello?), but not just that. It’s about the connection. The emotional coziness. The closeness. That said, yes, I also just want to get fucked.…
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Why Do We Still Let Beautiful, Awful People Get Away With Everything?
I stumbled upon a video on TikTok the other day. It was about someone who got groomed by Marilyn Manson on his tour bus when they were just 16. And honestly? It just sent me into a spiral of thoughts. Like, why is it that when a celebrity does something really bad, like grooming, raping, being abusive, or even openly racist, it’s somehow more… acceptable? Or easier for people to…
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