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Life Feels Kinder Lately
It’s Christmas Day. I feel frisky and I want to write. Yeah, you heard that right. I feel frisky. And doesn’t it feel more intense when I’m ovulating too? The moon is also in Pisces today, so of course I’m feeling a little sentimental and nostalgic on top of everything. Today I’m at home with…
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I’m Hot, You’re Hot, Let’s All Just Admit It
Ok, I know being sexualised is bad, but I mean sometimes being sexualised is actually nice. And don’t come for me about this. I’ll explain why in a second, because I know how people love to jump on one sentence without reading the whole thing. Relax. Let me talk. I think I’m one of those…
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I Think I’m Getting Hotter Just Because I Love Myself
I think I’m getting hotter just because I love myself and accept who I am. And I know that sounds cliché, but it’s true at least in my opinion. And honestly, I don’t even think it’s the kind of “self-love” that everyone on the internet talks about. I think my perspective on this is changing,…
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I Didn’t Fuck for Two Months and Suddenly I’m a Philosopher
Well, I haven’t had sex for two months. And honestly? It’s bothered me way less than I thought it would. I used to think I craved intimacy, or sex, or both and I still do but now I realize I can wait. I want it when it feels real. When I actually feel close to…
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Everything Will Work Out (Because I Said So, and I’m Hot)
I just shared a post on my IG story that said: “Move like everything is gonna work out because it is.” And I just said, hell yeah. Because sometimes you see something so simple, so obvious, and it still feels like a little wake-up call. We are living in this fucking world for a reason.…
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We’re So Back, Baby (and Kinda Horny Too)
Hi. I’m back. After a few weeks of being out and about, socializing more than usual, I woke up late today with this weird craving. Not for food, not for coffee, but for intimacy. Like, hand-holding kind of intimacy. Deep conversation. Eye contact. Sex too, obviously (hello?), but not just that. It’s about the connection.…
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Why Do We Still Let Beautiful, Awful People Get Away With Everything?
I stumbled upon a video on TikTok the other day. It was about someone who got groomed by Marilyn Manson on his tour bus when they were just 16. And honestly? It just sent me into a spiral of thoughts. Like, why is it that when a celebrity does something really bad, like grooming, raping,…
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What Is My Type? (Honestly, I Don’t Even Know)
Someone asked me recently, “What’s your type?” and I went completely blank. I said I don’t really have a type, which is true, but also not really. I think we all have some sort of type, or at least a pattern. Whether it’s in romantic relationships or friendships, there’s always something familiar in the people…
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This Might Be What Self-Love Actually Looks Like
I miss writing. I miss doing this so much. I’ve been away for a few weeks now. I had surgery recently, so I’ve been resting. And thinking. A lot. I’ve also been binge-watching Cold Case on Prime Video. Like I told you before, crime stories and I are strangely intertwined. I’ve always been fascinated by…
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Why Do I Cry Every Time I See People in Love?
I was scrolling TikTok at lunch when I saw one of those reels of people falling in love. You know the type. Then I cried. Like I always do. But this time, while I was crying, I started laughing. Because who the fuck cries this hard just from seeing people in love? I mean, it…
