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Good Things Are Real, Even If the World Is Fucked Up
I want to remind myself that good things are real and possible. I know the world is so fucked up right now that even imagining good things feels insane sometimes. We live in this world full of awful, evil, heartbreaking shit, and yet somehow good things are still around us. They exist for sure. I…
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Women Are the Only Thing Keeping Me Sane Right Now
All these news make me feel sick lately, like genuinely sick, and the only thing that seems to cheer me up is women. Scrolling through my phone, I read this comment on Instagram that said: “Is it my child? No.Do I want children? Also no.Am I a mother when a child needs me? Yes.Am I…
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I know I Can Do It Alone… But Why Should I?
I can do it alone.I can do anything alone.But maybe… I don’t have to. I mean, of course I can. I’ve been doing everything by myself for so long that independence is literally my default setting. It’s the thing that shaped me into who I am right now and I actually love that about myself.…
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Let’s Be Flirty and Silly Again, Seriously
I’m back sooner than I thought actually, but I was gone before this, so you know what I mean. I saw some post on IG talking about flirting and how it’s not like it used to be anymore. I think so too, but in a way, I haven’t gone out on a date in a…
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Life Feels Kinder Lately
It’s Christmas Day. I feel frisky and I want to write. Yeah, you heard that right. I feel frisky. And doesn’t it feel more intense when I’m ovulating too? The moon is also in Pisces today, so of course I’m feeling a little sentimental and nostalgic on top of everything. Today I’m at home with…
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I Know I’m Lovable, I Just Forget it sometimes
Yeah, I know I’m lovable. I know that. But even knowing that, I still have doubts sometimes. I still get that thought in my head that if people really, really know me, they’ll eventually leave. These days those thoughts feel blurry, like they don’t fully have power over me anymore, but they still come back…
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I’m Hot, You’re Hot, Let’s All Just Admit It
Ok, I know being sexualised is bad, but I mean sometimes being sexualised is actually nice. And don’t come for me about this. I’ll explain why in a second, because I know how people love to jump on one sentence without reading the whole thing. Relax. Let me talk. I think I’m one of those…
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I Didn’t Fuck for Two Months and Suddenly I’m a Philosopher
Well, I haven’t had sex for two months. And honestly? It’s bothered me way less than I thought it would. I used to think I craved intimacy, or sex, or both and I still do but now I realize I can wait. I want it when it feels real. When I actually feel close to…
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Let’s Bring Back Feeling Too Much Instead of Nothing at All
Oh… I am a very sentimental person, and I love that a lot. I’m always reminiscing about things. Sometimes I’ll just sit there and replay little moments in my head, random things that made me laugh, people I met once and never saw again, nights that felt infinite for no reason. I get so happy…
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Maybe Love Can Be Easy
I was watching a series the other night, and there’s this one specific couple on the show that I really love. I love how their relationship goes, how they talk to each other, how they move together. I like their dynamic. And I want that. I know it’s just a fictional show, and maybe it’s…
