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Mad Men Made Me Mad (And That’s Probably Why I’ll Keep Watching It)
So, I just started watching Mad Men on Netflix yesterday. I know, I know, it’s a really old series. I’ve actually known about it for a long time, but I never really got around to watching it. All I knew was that it’s about advertising and marketing, and people always say it’s a classic. And since I’m interested in marketing, I figured it was time I gave it a try.…
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Learning I’m Not Hard to Love Was My Biggest Fight
I used to think I was hard to love. Or maybe I was just too much, or not enough. I’d be the one who blamed myself first when anything went wrong, especially in my love life. It was easier that way, right? To believe that the problems came from something inside me. Maybe I thought I was too intense, or not enough of whatever was needed. But as I grew,…
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Am I Rusty or Just Healing?
Okay so first of all, hi. I know I’ve been quiet for a bit (a whole week, which is like forever in my world), but I’m back now, and I’ve got a lot to say. And FYI, I wrote this around last week. I had a weird dream the other night. Not gonna lie, it was kind of dirty. Maybe I’ve been celibate for too long. It’s been 8 months…
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I Don’t Need to Understand Everything and That’s Okay
I accept the fact that sometimes I don’t need to understand anything. And that’s new for me because I’ve always liked to analyze everything. Sometimes that’s a good thing, but lately, I’ve come to a conclusion, maybe not everything needs to be understood. And weirdly, that makes me enjoy life a little more. I don’t need to understand why some people are just mean to others. I used to try,…
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Sick of the Same Old Power Struggle
I have been watching Jubilee a lot lately. I just realized how much I enjoy hearing people argue. Not in a toxic way, more like, it’s a space where people actually speak their minds. But the more I watch, the more I feel like some men just don’t want to accept the fact that women can disagree with them. And honestly, sometimes watching them helps me let out the anger…
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Being a Woman in a Misogynistic World
Sometimes, I have to remind myself that good people still exist. Because let’s be real, the world feels like a constant cycle of bad news, bad people, and bad vibes. And when it comes to men, I have to remind myself even more. There are good men out there, sure, but damn, when you live in a world drowning in misogyny, it’s hard to believe sometimes. Lately, I’ve been watching…
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The Aries Solar Eclipse: A Wake-Up Call for Your Next Move
On Friday, March 28, 2025, at around 1-2 PM, Bangkok shook. An earthquake hit, sudden, jarring, and unsettling. The ground moved beneath us, a loud reminder that nothing stays the same forever. My first thought was: “Is this real?” And then I remembered, today is the solar eclipse in Aries. Of course, it all made sense. As the tremors settled, I couldn’t help but think about how this earthquake felt…
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I Am the Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me
I just watched a stupid movie called “Ricky Stanicky” on Prime Video. It was okay, not something I’d rave about. But near the end, there was this line: “Erin’s the best thing that ever happened to me.” And out of nowhere, a tear rolled down my cheek. My brain instantly asked, “Has anyone ever felt that way about me?” It’s really not that deep, but my period is coming in…
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What to Do When You Miss Someone?
I’m someone who always misses people because, duh, I’m a lover girl. But it’s not just that, I think I’m a nostalgic person in general. Not in a sad, miserable way, but in a “wow, that was a good time” kind of way. I just miss the feeling, you know? But lately, I’ve been wondering… maybe I don’t actually miss the people or the moments as much as I miss…
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Surviving a Home Full of Miserable People
Ok, that might sound harsh, but it’s the truth. My family is the perfect example of what happens when people who shouldn’t be together are stuck in the same house, trying to make it work. The reality is, we’re all trapped under one roof, and it’s hard to ignore the tension that fills the air every single day. There’s resentment, anger, and years of unresolved pain hanging like a dark…
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